Friday, July 2, 2010

I am starting out again. Again. I have been on this journey for as long as I remember.

Going to 'Healthy Slimmers' with my mother and getting a prize when I got down to 48kgs. 1991 - I was 9. 9!!! My mother jumped on the overweight children bandwagon long before it was 'cool'.

Over the past 19 years, I have dieted. Many many times. And through many wierd and wonderful ways.

  • Weight Watchers
  • LA Weight loss (which is the only thing that has worked for me.)
  • Cambridge
  • Optislim
  • Veganism
  • One meal a day
  • Hypnotism
  • Weekly weigh ins and journal checks by the doctor (yay 6kgs in 1 year)

 Interestingly, doing this my way, the only thing that makes me lose weight is to have a sandwich and noodles every day. Very unhealthy.

  Essentially, my goals are:
 
SW: 139.8kgs
GW1: 125kgs

The lowest I've been in the last 15 years was 90kg - 14 hours of dancing a week.

Off to the doctor on Monday!

To be able to fit into seatbelts, showers, chairs. Oh, how glorious that would be!

**Oh, and if you are my family reading this, I would appreciate silent help. I do not need you to talk to me about it. I know that my embarrassment might make me eat chocolate. Lots and lots of chocolate.**

2 comments:

  1. I wish you all the motivation and inspiration that you need.

    My mother too, was "progressive" when it came to "overweight" children. I see snaps of myself when she first put me on a "diet" at aged 7. I was not fat.

    I soon became it.

    So, I hear you!

    And so I wish you the ability to find something that suits you, and the ability to stick with it happily......

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  2. Thank you Lucy. Still working on getting the motivation 'natural' but it's getting there.

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