Floods

I feel guilty.

I watch the fires every year and say, "Oh that's sad" and then move on.
I watched the drought and said, "Oh, that's sad" and then move on.
I usually watch floods and say, "Oh, that's sad" and then move on.

It doesn't affect me, so it's abstract and for some reason I don't feel too much empathy or sympathy.

This year, it is affecting me. I am stressed, angry and annoyed.

Why didn't I take care of the people when it was happening to them and not me?